A playlist dedicated to inspiring, self-empowering and uplifting songs.
Music heals.
A playlist dedicated to inspiring, self-empowering and uplifting songs.
Music heals.
Markus Feehily has premièred his début solo single ‘Love is a Drug’.
It’s been three years since Westlife split. Markus has kept a relatively low profile until now whilst ex-band members Shane Filan and Kian Egan have had a reasonable amount of success with their solo albums. Westlife were always an acquired taste. I enjoyed some of their music but wasn’t really into them if I’m completely honest. That said, I am always interested with any music developments and am looking forward to seeing what Markus has to offer in his solo career.
‘Love is a drug’ is co-written with songwriter/producer Mojam who has previously worked with Sam Smith and Emeli Sande. It’s a massive track with sweeping strings, 90’s house/trip-hop beats in the same vein as Massive Attack’s ‘Unfinished Sympathy’ and Emeli Sande’s ‘Heaven’. Markus really showcases his impressive vocals and I am really, really enjoying this track.
Check it out below!

I meant to write this blog long ago but as usual, life got in the way and it never happened. Better late than never, here’s my blog on Jason Orange leaving Take That.
24 September 2014:

It was to become another day of immense sadness for Thatters worldwide, an addition to the previous dark days on which Robbie Williams announced his departure in 1995 and Take That announced their disbandment in 1996. Jason Orange dropped the unforeseen bombshell that he was leaving Take That.
The response was quite astonishing considering we are now twenty-five years into Take That’s career and there are arguably fresher-faced more ‘current’ bands around. Take That’s relevance was reinforced once again. It became front page news, splashed all over tabloid newspapers and was a hot topic on the internet for days. Deluded Twitter trolls, convinced they are comedians were quick to provide much ‘banter’ and opinion over the situation, “Take That will never sound the same again” is just one noteworthy example. Other posts were critical of Orange’s role in the band whilst some suggested the band give up altogether. Of course, as the last few months have proved, the continuation of Take That as a three-piece has been wonderfully successful with many records broken and a killer album released. Yet, even throughout their many wonderful performances, Orange’s absence has been more noticeable than anyone could ever think possible.
Upon Take That’s formation, Jason Orange was selected by manager Nigel Martin Smith for his dance ability and he was bloody brilliant at it. Even the harshest critic would not be able to undermine Jason Orange’s dance ability. He was able to choreograph fantastic routines, glide across the floor effortlessly and he continued this well into Take That’s second life as a band. Even as a 41 year old, he youthfully breakdanced on 2011’s ‘Progress Live’ tour, which was to become his final tour with the band.
Part of Take That’s appeal back in the ’90’s was the range of talent and personalities in the band. Jason and Howard were incredible dancers, Mark was the boy next door, Robbie was the cheeky lad and Gary had the genuine vocal talent. Of course, all talents crossed over – Take That’s success was built upon every member’s ability to be an individual, to sing and to dance. It was five guys from Manchester, all of which had wonderful individual talents which, when put together, made Britain’s best loved boyband. When Take That re-formed as a four piece in 2005, the focus became more on the music and the public was shown that Take That were able to function well as not just a generic boyband but as a band. Harmonies became cleaner, instruments were bought out on stage more and Jason was finally given lead vocal duties, breaking him in gently with the stunning folk ballad ‘Wooden Boat’, the final track to 2006’s ‘Beautiful World’ album.
Jason Orange proved he could sing. ‘Wooden Boat’ was a sweet, gorgeous folk-ballad which closed the ‘Beautiful World’ perfectly. ‘How Did it Come to This’, his next lead vocal from 2008’s ‘The Circus’ was a rock foot-stamper, highlighting his ability to sing across multiple genres. His final lead vocal was to be the gorgeous ambient ‘Flowerbed’, an underrated hidden track on 2010’s ‘Progress’. In fact, it is Jason who sang lead vocals on some of Take That’s best-loved material. He was also bloody brave! On 2007’s ‘Beautiful World’ tour, his bandmates left him alone on-stage with an acoustic guitar to sing ‘Wooden Boat’, accompanied only fellow guitarist Milton McDonald and a small string section which was warmly received by fans and critics alike.

It was Jay’s fantastic stage presence which became an integral part of Take That’s strong, visionary performances. This was often centred around his sense of humour – he would often move in comedic fashion, particularly when sprinting to the B-Stage in Take That shows. He also has a wonderful element of charm about him which came through not only in interviews but also during performances. He famously drew attention to himself during the 2012 Olympics Closing Ceremony which some suggested may have been to take attention away from Gary Barlow whose baby daughter had been delivered stillborn just days earlier. It’s this charm and cheek that’s now missed dearly in Take That. Performances are still fun but there is certainly something missing. And that something is definitely anything associated with Mr Jason Orange.
And it’s not just the singing and dancing. It’s also the personality. The humour, the charm, the wisdom. Jay clearly spent a lot of his ten years off thinking about everything and this really showed in any interviews he was a part of, particularly ‘For The Record’ and ‘Look Back Don’t Stare’ in which he thoughtfully discussed his time in Take That.
Whilst obviously very grateful for the privileges he had earned, Jason always appeared to be uncomfortable with fame and his celebrity image. Any downtime away from the band was spent in anonymity, only being photographed very occasionally in everyday places doing mundane activities (he was once photographed sitting casually on a bench) and most often unshaven with
scraggly hair. His avoidance of Twitter or any social networking sites only facilitated in making him a more endearing character. His perception of fame and modest attitude could only be admired. Upon being asked by Piers Morgan, ‘If you could go back to the anonymity you enjoyed before Take That ever began, would you take it?’ He responded unhesitatingly with ‘I would. Fame corrupts people’s lives.’ It was this lack of egocentrism and profound outlook that made Jason Orange so well loved as a band member. Despite being remarkably grounded for a man in his position, he had a jokey alter-ego as a full-of-himself cheeky-chappy, once announcing in an interview “Mate, I was famous before I was famous”. He could also be rather filthy. Who can forget his steamy shower scenes with a mystery female in the music video for ‘Relight My Fire’?! In another interview laden with innuendo, he advised “If you sit down on your left arm for long enough, it feels like someone else!” His fantastic sense of humour really bought Take That interviews alive.
Take That have done a sterling job at adapting to their many line-up changes and continuing their success as a band. Their determination and continued success is certainly to be admired and I am so very grateful they still exist as both a brand and a band. Performances are still spectacular and lively but it’s clear that a presence is missing. That presence is Jason Orange. It’s just a shame that seemingly, his only way of proving his worth to critics was through leaving.

It’s the little things I miss. Him losing himself in every performance – the Donage bromance with Howard Donald, his comical running to the b-stage, the on-stage flirting with dancers, his wit and profound outlook in interviews, his sweet vocals and the breakdancing. Maybe one day he will return, even for the smallest of moments but until then, I hope he’s happy and comfortable with the life he’s living.
We all miss you very much, Jay!
Happy Pancake Day! Pancake day has to be one of the best days of the year. Here at the Music Box, we’re celebrating with a fun food-themed playlist. There’s thirty songs here based around food. Okay, well some may be metaphors but we’ll see past that for the purpose of today 😉
1) Robbie Williams – The Pilot
Catchy number from Rob’s latest album of unreleased material: ‘Under The Radar’. It’s a song more than worthy of being on a commercial album by Rob and possibly even single material. Catchy beat, fierce guitar strums and a great vocal performance from Robbie.
2) Robbie Williams – Love Is You
Beautiful ballad reminiscent of Rob’s work from 2005’s ‘Intensive Care’ album.
3) Robbie Williams – Baby Girl Window
Beautiful ballad that closes Rob’s ‘Life Thru a Lens’ album. I’d never really paid attention to it but after giving it a proper listen recently, I fell in love with it.
4) Take That – Get Ready For It
Powerful closing track to ‘III’ and a great, great song. The single release has added orchestration which makes it even more emotive.
5) Zak Abel – These Are The Days
Catchy, soulful number. Love this.
6) Prince – Welcome 2 The Dawn
Gorgeous acoustic based ballad from the late 90’s.
7) Ed Sheeran and John Mayer – Thinking out loud
Absolutely love Ed and this song anyway but throw one of my favourite artists – John Mayer into the mix and you create utter perfection.
8) William Fitzsimmons – Just Not Each Other
Found this artist through a Spotify playlist and fell in love. This is my favourite by him – a beautiful low-key ballad which discusses lost love. Love the final part of it with the layered vocals. Beautiful.
9) William Fitzsimmons – I don’t feel it anymore
Stunning ballad and the song that got me into William Fitzsimmons.
10) William Fitzsimmons – Fade and then return
Great, rather catchy track by William.
It’s been a while since I last blogged. I’ve found it difficult to find the energy or time to do so recently but believe me, I’ve missed it. I have a bit of spare time at my hands for the next week or so, so I’m hoping to publish some thoughts I’ve had for a while. I really hope you enjoy reading them and I hope to update this more in the future. This blog is about a song that means a lot to me.
Listening to your favourite band’s brand new album in four years was always going to be a special experience. Beingwhisked off on a journey through a brand new set of songs, learning new lyrics and falling deeper in love with them is an indescribable feeling. When Take That released ‘III’, I was impossibly excited alongside many other Thatters. I was familiar with some of the songs already due to hearing them on the radio but others were completely brand new. Even the ones I’d previously heard sounded different, better when hearing them in the context of the album. There’s nothing quite like listening to an album from start to finish, especially for the first time.
‘III’ is one of those albums where every song is euphoric and fantastically written. I was really, really loving my first listen. The first five songs had really taken me up to the clouds and the last one, ‘Portrait’ was already cemented in my collection of favourites. Then on came Track 6, ‘Higher than Higher’ and that changed everything.
A lot of what makes the track so perfectly created, for me, is the insane production by little-known American duo Mattman and Robin. It begins all sophisticated and cool; the jittery production in the opening to the song sounds like nothing Take That has ever released before. Gary Barlow’s low vocals then emerge and melt effortlessly into a marching beat and minimal instrumentation. Barlow’s famous tenor range glides through the bridge which launches into a lovely sing-song chorus. A repeated ‘You’re lifting me up’ is scattered throughout the song which echoes endlessly into the commodious production of the track and only serves to make it even more endearing. The acoustic guitar strums are meticulously placed over kicking, programmed drums and the classic Take That harmonies are thrown into the mix to produce a gorgeous and catchy chorus, a quest for happiness. The middle eight allows the song to simmer gently for a few seconds as Barlow’s chocolate vocals re-emerge whilst Mark Owen’s beautiful, resounding ‘Higher than Higher’ refrain slowly crescendos into the climax of the song. The final minute is layered perfectly; Gary Barlow’s lead vocal drizzled over the methodically programmed backing track, Howard Donald’s glimmering backing vocals and Owen’s emulation of an African choir chant of ‘Higher than Higher’. It’s just an absolutely stunning song; one which makes it a welcome addition to Take That’s ballad collection but is given a refreshing twist by Mattman and Robin’s fidgety programming to venture into a brand new sound for the band.
Recently I haven’t been feeling my best and ‘Higher than Higher’ has empowered me to be strong and has been my support mechanism. I listen to it every single day and I’m still not tiring of it. I interpret the term ‘Higher than Higher’ to be about being infinite and limitless in your capabilities whilst the song itself is for anyone or anything that gives you the strength, courage and love to carry on even when things have been dark and difficult. For me, I know who I think of every time I fill my head and heart with this song and I thank those people from the bottom of my heart.
Thank you Take That for writing such an important, beautiful and empowering song.
1) Lisa Loeb – Stay (I missed you)
Gorgeous acoustic-based ballad which was included in the 1994 movie ‘Reality Bites’. Love this song so much.
2) Lisa Loeb – When All The Stars Were Falling
Another beautiful song by Lisa. Really love her music – very emotive and very chilled out.
3) The Blue Nile – Downtown Lights
Melancholic driving rock ballad from the 80’s, later covered by Annie Lennox. Love this so much.
4) Feist – Brandy Alexander
Jazzy, chilled out, this is just perfect.
5) Jessie Ware – You & I (Forever)
This lady is incredibly talented. Catchy, dreamy track.
6) Philip George – Wish You Were Mine
Irresistibly catchy house track that I’m really loving right now.
7) Ellie Goulding – Love Me Like You Do
Gorgeous, eery ballad taken from the forthcoming Fifty Shades of Grey movie. It’s very catchy and Ellie sounds amazing on it.
8) Coldplay – True Love
Beautiful song from Coldplay with percussion provided by Timbaland.
9) Coldplay – Swallowed In The Sea
Beautiful ballad from the X&Y album.
10) Take That – Higher than Higher
Still cannot get enough of this song. So uplifting, so hopeful and so beautiful.
1) Saint Raymond – Fall at Your Feet
Really loving this at the moment. Big chorus.
2) One Direction – Spaces
Beautiful song from the boyband’s latest album. Really love the chord progression of this and the echoing effect on the vocals.
3) One Direction – 18
Stunning song written by Ed Sheeran for the boyband’s latest album.
4) Leon Bridges – Coming Home
Great song with a very old-school, retro feel.
5) Simon Webbe – Free
Simon Webbe’s ‘Sanctuary’ album is one of my favourite albums of all time. I love how uplifting and inspiring all of the songs are. This is a ballad from it and it’s a beautiful song.
6) Snow Patrol – The Finish Line
Gorgeous ballad.
7) Barbara Streisand & John Legend – What kind of fool
Stunning version of Barbara’s original duet with Barry Gibb. This version with John Legend has a gorgeous orchestra opening. Cannot get enough of this right now.
8) Seal – Love is better
A song from Seal’s unreleased ‘Togetherland’ album – an album many think should have been released. I stand with that view. Such a great album from what I’ve heard! Some tracks are available in their entirety whilst others are just samples.
(Go to 1:05 on the video)
9) Big Sleep/The 1975 – Robbers
Original emo/indie version of ‘Robbers’ before Big Sleep changed their name to The 1975 and released a poppier version on their debut album. Love both versions!
10) Gary Barlow – Jump
Inspiring, beautiful song from Gary’s ‘Since I Saw You Last’ album.
Every New Years Eve, I like to take a look back at the year in terms of music and albums. It never fails to amaze me how many songs have formed my soundtrack to the year! So without further ado, here’s my 2014 in music.
TOP 10 SONGS OF THE YEAR
I haven’t done this before and why I did this to myself I do not know, but I managed to whittle down all of my favourite songs from this year to my ten ultimate favourites! They are as follows (in no particular order):
Singles of The Year
Albums of The Year
Album Tracks of The Year
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog.
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A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 1,200 times in 2014. If it were a cable car, it would take about 20 trips to carry that many people.